Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Loneliness~


Loneliness
When I look back.........while walking aimlessly, sudden glint of good old days dazzled my eyes.
The moments are inevitable...that strengthen your inner & makes you tough.

Loneliness is always associated with emptiness, vacuum, dullness. But it’s not true...if you find yourself. Boredom and autophobia are true foes of solitude, to conquer them is the only option.



Loneliness is the best pal, when you come to the terms of self-analysis & self-learning.
Of course, nobody wants to be ever recluse & surrounded by kith & kin.
I never afraid of solitude, as it give me sense of ‘ME’. What, where I’m? What I’m doing?
I cleared those doubts, that I know who am I & know what I’m doing. It’s neither easy nor difficult to answer.

Thinking gets deeper once you think about your sheer existence.  Though you may be non-existent for someone, but they exist for you.  Still you yearn for them & their presence makes you contented.
You win the battle, if you started feeling indifferent for those. May be it takes days or weeks to get unattached from them. Knowing exactly whom you want to be with and whom you want to move.

Life keeps moving, no matter you’re in solitary confinement or glued to people.
Solitude gives a new path to life if you think positive & be happy. Your hobbies are true companions in those times. Reading other thoughts may enhance your thought. Penning down your soul into words is always creative…if you know the power of expression and feelings.

May be my words are derogatory and reclusive…but it gives me a sense of being mine.
Now days, I grounded with sheer responsibilities and tasks. It’s very difficult to find my best pal, whom I meet very rarely.

My thoughts gets abruptly chocked by my mom's voice, ‘why you’re so mum’....what are you thinking?’ I replied ‘Nah nothing, (after brief sigh) so how was your daily chore mom?’